Tuesday

CAN I JUST SAID: I CAN WAIT TO SEE YOU ?


p/s: even just met on SATURDAY

Voice ouT

It's time for me to voice out
It's time for me to say something that I normally
I keep in my mind/heart
anywhere I want

Just want to make a statement here
Most of the time..not a suitable word
so called EVERY TIME
I was like rejecting people not going somewhere with them
or telling them I need to get home
or I can't make it

I KNOW EVERY TIME I CAN MAKE IT
I KNOW EVERY TIME I HAVE TO GO HOME
I KNOW MY HOUSE PREPARE MY DINNER
I KNOW I HAVING TIME WITH FAMILY

I KNOW
I KNOW
I KNOW

DO YOU KNOW WHAT AM I THINKING?

DO U THINK THAT I DON'T WANT TO GO HAVE DINNER WITH U GUYS?
DO U THINK I DON'T LIKE OUTING?

BET YOU WON'T KNOW
NOT I DON'T WANT

OK!!!
I ADMIT I PREFER STAYING AT HOME
DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T LIKE TO HANG OUT
IT JUST MY FAMILY HERE
THEY WANT ME TO GO HOME
JUST
just
just
just

NEVERMIND
JUST WANT TO VOICE OUT

cheers!

endless power

Friday
23/10/09

Working as usual
9.30am-6.30pm
was like hanging hanging type every Friday
last day working on weekdays
happy mood turned on
since my first day working
I'm looking forward for the weekends
anyway, that day I was like doing new bungalow drawings
till 5pm
my energy was like getting lower and lower
listen to some club hitz to motivate myself
then 6pm started to spam my msn to Carine
STATED 30MINUTES TO GO
then was like countdown
told Nigel as well
asked him and Carine to join me
SHOUT OUT LOUD
on 6.30pm sharp
LOL
something not right to me
just can't wait to be 6.30pm
maybe I was happy bout Saturday is coming
planned to somewhere on Saturday
forget about the Saturday first
I know it will be a great day
so no worried about it
so Friday
I didn't go home straight after 6.30pm
was sitting there
colleagues were planning to have dinner
no more drinking sessions
it's totally killing after drinking so much before that
maybe not me but them
so we drove to burger king to have our dinner
then chit chat over there
who knows sudden plan pop up
Nigel and Carine wanted to go somewhere
like a place to drink
at least the night not end so soon
ok, just drink
and they said THE LIBRARY
I was like...WHAT THE
sent Emin back to office
then Carine went back changed
Nigel and I waited in the office
BU = New Colleague
was joining too...so waited him as well
after that I told them I might leaving early
so drove 2 cars there
I fetched Carine to THE LIBRARY
ok...a good place to see from outside
not a good place to drink I guess
kind of expansive plus HOT

Because of HoeGardens fault
let them have the high-ness of drinking and moving their body
they wanted to go Sanctuary
just normal get LONG ISLAND sharing
so won't be expansive and sharing a jug with 4 of us
so should be OK if just that we drink
ok...let's go
Dance Drink
Drink Dance
as usual
but that night

just just just just just just just just just just just just
just just just just just just just just just just just
just just just just just just just just just just
just just just just just just just just just
just just just just just just just just
just just just just just just just
just just just just just just
just just just just just
just just just just
just just just
just just
just

DIFFERENT

forget it
as long everyone have to a good good night
but I'm so sorry about I abandoned her
she wanted to discuss with me about tmr plan
but I didn't
I was like thinking shit myself up
it's was like 5.30am
I reached home prepared myself to sleep
6am fall asleep


SUNDAY
24/10/09
slept at 6am
bet u won't expect I will wake up and continue my plan
which I planned to go out with her to Batu Caves
I woke up at 8.45am
as usual I will have breakfast with my family
just don't know what I could wake up at that time
I had my tuna for breakfast
and waiting the time to come to sms her
just don't want to wake her up so early
waited till almost 10.30am
I was watching TV didn't hear my phone's msg vibrate
found out there 3 msg that she sent to me
said plan canceled
I WAS LIKE SHIT MYSELF
I RUINED AGAIN
I really speechless
called her up spoke 2hrs plus
almost 1pm
SUDDEN PLAN
LAST MINUTE
she didn't want to waste the Saturday
stay at home?
no way

WE PLAN TO
GENTING
don't need to think anymore
just go
Saturday is our trip
just want to utilize our Saturday
I was thinking last night 3hrs sleep
and can I hold my tired-ness till late night
YES, I DO
no tired in my mind
no sleepy in my mind
no wondering in my mind
JUST DO IT

journey from
2.45pm
get McD for our lunch in the car
4.15pm
reached Genting
not very cold
Why Genting?
because we are going to ROCK CLIMBING
she wanted to climb
I was like shit...worried...can I?
wakaka
I know I'm lousy
but who cares
I climbed too
just didn't mange to get to the top
but better than others I guess when we observed people climbing
yeah, we climbed better than others
stretched our whole body
we went up Genting to exercise
LOL
we played
we ate
we drank
we walked
we observed
we chatted

For me
UNBELIEVABLE
just I didn't know I will bring her up
which planned last minute
normally I won't do this kind of planning

8pm
went home
slowly drive
somehow just tired and some emotional chit chat
normally we think a lot
maybe not think
but
ASSUMPTION
simply assume simply think
still we share things out

10pm
reached KFC
had our dinner

11pm
sent her home
but after KFC, I was like not really talk to her
I kind of tired plus I
haiz...
okok

just
just just
just just just
just just just just
just just just just just

NOTHING
not angry u ok
I'm happy spending the time with u
but it ended so fast
feel not enough

12am
Slept after washed up myself
till next morning
way too tired

our SUNDAY

18/10/09
Sunday
as planned on Saturday
KLCC

12.30pm
she picked me up from my house
as usual my parents drove my car out
brought my SG relatives to Genting

1.30pm
arrived KLCC
started to shop around every shops
branded or not very branded
just get in and have a look even not buying
ask around the price
feel all the textures
feel the elegant materials they choose to use
everything 4 digits
LOL

In and Out
Out and In
every part of KLCC
Up and Down
Down and Up
every where of KLCC

3pm
craving for food
thinking thinking what to eat
in the end heading into Sakae Sushi
simply just want to eat
after having lunch
continue our journey again
In and Out
Out and In
every part of KLCC
Up and Down
Down and Up
every where of KLCC
till 6pm

started to buy something
started to choose which to buy
started to spend
but kinda hard when u don't even know

which one to buy first
which one to get first
which one to use first

when to get her high heels
but when she tried
not really suits her
she was like so disappointed
after all waiting for so long make up her mind to get the heels
who knows not suits
brought her to other shops to try
she don't want
spin spin around
upset face hanging on her face
then out of sudden
we planned to separate for 30minutes
she get her stuff and I get mine
ends up both of us can't make up our own decision
she called me up to choose for her
I was running up and down
can't really remember the shoes department
she told me was upstairs
but it wasn't
end up, I found her sitting down trying at the same floor
where I looking my stuff
phew...u guys must be thinking why don't I just call her
easier for me
but I just can't get through her number

Finally she got her heels
and picked up some clothes as well
but still she like kinda half happy half sad
not really shop at all
after all quite true
we walked more than we shopped

9pm
having dinner at THE APARTMENT
been there third time
she complained me that every time I go out with me
just fresh for her
just normal for me
because whenever she ask me to try this and that
whether I tried this or that before
and I said Yes
then she will like quiet for a moment
then say haih...
frankly to say that
not many place I been to just that coincidentally what she said I been before
I don't mind going again and again
even I been to the same place

Same place Different people
Different people Different atmosphere

As you said before, don't you remember?

10.30pm
heading home
drove her car back
home-ed at 11.30pm

spending whole day in KLCC
just..just...just...
FUN
even I didn't really buy anything
I still feel fun & enjoy

tonight gonna be a good night

14/10/09

promised to FULL HOUSE one day
so that's the day
Wednesday

as usual I went to work
she also went to work
but tonight I gonna rush back as early I can
to avoid stupid jam
so that I could rush back on time
and follow the plan I planned since morning
OK. It's 6.30pm
time to rush home
must be wondering why I rush home
the plan was like this
I went home prepared then fetch her
then come back to FULL HOUSE
somewhere in ARA DAMANSARA
no idea how to get there
just view some map through online
trying my luck

8.15pm
as usual fetched her from house
almost reach the turn to Ara Damansara
ok then I started to look at signboard
look at the map that I printed
rounded like almost 20mins++
she liked kinda want to give up
asked me can we change plan
I was like almost there just maybe wrong turn
I don't want just give up like that
I asked one of the condominium guard
then make the last turn
finally we made it
not an interesting way
not a easy to get there

Anyway, WE FOUND IT
so there is it...
FULL HOUSE

Last customer again
LOL
but today we back home earlier than usual
gonna working for the next day
basically having fun there
brought my lomo camera too
took lots of photos

GREAT NIGHT

community run 2009

11/10/09

Sunday
My family and I joined
2009 Klang Centro Community Run
just 6km run
shouldn't be a problem for us
that's what I think when I joined

6.30am prepared
taking pictures outside the house
oh..there is my cousin and maid
they joined too
LOL

Frankly
we don't even know the location that we will run
till on that day we saw this banner
kinda short run
quite near
my cousin said normally use drive
2mins a loop
but now we have to run
that's what call EXERCISE

warming up
7.30am

I'm in Category A
the first group to run
7.45am starts
so there we go
roughly 2k people joined this run

that's my daddy
after getting his goodies bag and participate certificate
everyone will get that goodies bag
so do we
This run I didn't win at all
can't finish it on time
used up 40mins to run
never train before the run
anyway, I already tried my best there

round & round

09/10/09
Friday night
I don't really feel like drinking
so just straightaway went home after work
planned to go out have dinner with her
so called her up
sms-ing while preparing ourselves
and also thinking where to have dinner
in the end, both of us agree to go Dragon-I

9pm++
fetched her up and then rush to Bukit Tinggi Jusco
hopefully haven't close
cause I remembered close at 10pm
then we arrived there roughly 9.40pm
they allowed us to get in
but what we ordered will be the last ordered
so we ordered like 11 dishes included dessert
I didn't expect will be that much
but she said still OK
so we ate till 10.20pm
last customer again
record still the same
walked around
even the shopping mall closed
I don't feel like going home so brought her around
at first aiming for movie then drive to The Curve
then change plan to Tropicana
I miss the turn
end up drive to KL
Every time in the car
surely will quarrel for a moment
no idea why
sometimes not really purposely to something like that
sometimes just voice out each other opinions
then both of us like...speechless

12am
walked around KLCC
sounds stupid here
brought her to KLCC midnight doing nothing
but window shopping closed shop
walked here and there
till 1am
slowly slowly drive back home
spread yawning virus to each other
LOL
reach home almost 2am

Another enjoying outing day

unforgetable

04/10/09
05/10/09

As usual when out with her
but this time she picked me up
My parents drove my car out
My first time sitting her car
heading to Wong KoK Char Chan Teng for dinner
she haven't eat at all after came back from jogging
even just some short run I guess
I already had my sushi dinner
but i knew later might going out
so just had something in my stomach first

I don't know why
normally we will end up be the last customer
in every shops we visit
maybe we don't want to go home so early
but still have to
closed at 12am
then we left

while on the way home
something happen
lucky we still can make it back to normal
and we're safe

I know you're scared
even your hands were cold too
lucky we're safe
hope you don't so worried anymore
calm down ok
Get some good night sleep there

中秋节快乐!!!

03/10/09

Happy Mooncake Festival to everyone
中秋节快乐

Last year I was studying in Melbourne
I remembered that we planned to do something like we usually do
lighten up the lantern walk around the street
play candles while having mooncake
but in the end, we didn't do anything

that night was horrible night
I rushed my project till midnight
with my housemate having mooncake while built model
LOL
hardly to believe it
anyway, it's a past
just to flashback what did I do last year

So this year?
working no projects to bring home
I gonna celebrate and enjoy it
no matter how's the celebration
but that night I wasn't the organizer
I just attached in
My relatives and my youngest brother planned to have BBQ
outside my house

oopss...
NOW I remembered why I didn't help up to prepare
I brought my brother to tuition
then went out to have lunch with Caryn
kinda long didn't see her
even almost can't remember the way to her house
end up we having A&W
she didn't really change a lot but...
She just back home like 5hours ago
overnight in the office rushing for her stuff
chit chat
had lunch
3.30pm
fetched my brother back from tuition
dropped Caryn back home
while on the way home
my brother asked did I take the mooncake yet at Bukit Tinggi Jusco
holy..that's one of the reason I didn't go home straight away
after putting my brother to tuiton at 2pm
I make a big U-TURN
rush back to grab the mooncake which ordered 1 week ago
LOL
and that's what I do during the festival
now I remembered
kinda rushy rushy day

back to BBQ
food drinks talks jokes
everything A LOT

non-stop eating
non-stop drinking
non-stop talking
non-stop joking
non-stop teasing
non-stop bbq-ing



ANYWAY, ANOTHER MAIN POINT
My dad's lunar birthday was on that day
means every mooncake festival is also his birthday
LOL
and again
HAppy BirthdAY to you, DaddY

new T

I wore my new T-shirt to work
kinda like this T-shirt
actually is a couple T
just they had some errors when postage
sent the wrong one for me
but nevermind
they will replace it for me what I chosen

after I pass the T to her
we planned to wear together
but at different place
the day I wear the day She wear too
sadly we didn't go out together that night
anyway, planning for next time
LOL