endless power

Friday
23/10/09

Working as usual
9.30am-6.30pm
was like hanging hanging type every Friday
last day working on weekdays
happy mood turned on
since my first day working
I'm looking forward for the weekends
anyway, that day I was like doing new bungalow drawings
till 5pm
my energy was like getting lower and lower
listen to some club hitz to motivate myself
then 6pm started to spam my msn to Carine
STATED 30MINUTES TO GO
then was like countdown
told Nigel as well
asked him and Carine to join me
SHOUT OUT LOUD
on 6.30pm sharp
LOL
something not right to me
just can't wait to be 6.30pm
maybe I was happy bout Saturday is coming
planned to somewhere on Saturday
forget about the Saturday first
I know it will be a great day
so no worried about it
so Friday
I didn't go home straight after 6.30pm
was sitting there
colleagues were planning to have dinner
no more drinking sessions
it's totally killing after drinking so much before that
maybe not me but them
so we drove to burger king to have our dinner
then chit chat over there
who knows sudden plan pop up
Nigel and Carine wanted to go somewhere
like a place to drink
at least the night not end so soon
ok, just drink
and they said THE LIBRARY
I was like...WHAT THE
sent Emin back to office
then Carine went back changed
Nigel and I waited in the office
BU = New Colleague
was joining too...so waited him as well
after that I told them I might leaving early
so drove 2 cars there
I fetched Carine to THE LIBRARY
ok...a good place to see from outside
not a good place to drink I guess
kind of expansive plus HOT

Because of HoeGardens fault
let them have the high-ness of drinking and moving their body
they wanted to go Sanctuary
just normal get LONG ISLAND sharing
so won't be expansive and sharing a jug with 4 of us
so should be OK if just that we drink
ok...let's go
Dance Drink
Drink Dance
as usual
but that night

just just just just just just just just just just just just
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just just just just just just just just just just
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just just just just just just just just
just just just just just just just
just just just just just just
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DIFFERENT

forget it
as long everyone have to a good good night
but I'm so sorry about I abandoned her
she wanted to discuss with me about tmr plan
but I didn't
I was like thinking shit myself up
it's was like 5.30am
I reached home prepared myself to sleep
6am fall asleep


SUNDAY
24/10/09
slept at 6am
bet u won't expect I will wake up and continue my plan
which I planned to go out with her to Batu Caves
I woke up at 8.45am
as usual I will have breakfast with my family
just don't know what I could wake up at that time
I had my tuna for breakfast
and waiting the time to come to sms her
just don't want to wake her up so early
waited till almost 10.30am
I was watching TV didn't hear my phone's msg vibrate
found out there 3 msg that she sent to me
said plan canceled
I WAS LIKE SHIT MYSELF
I RUINED AGAIN
I really speechless
called her up spoke 2hrs plus
almost 1pm
SUDDEN PLAN
LAST MINUTE
she didn't want to waste the Saturday
stay at home?
no way

WE PLAN TO
GENTING
don't need to think anymore
just go
Saturday is our trip
just want to utilize our Saturday
I was thinking last night 3hrs sleep
and can I hold my tired-ness till late night
YES, I DO
no tired in my mind
no sleepy in my mind
no wondering in my mind
JUST DO IT

journey from
2.45pm
get McD for our lunch in the car
4.15pm
reached Genting
not very cold
Why Genting?
because we are going to ROCK CLIMBING
she wanted to climb
I was like shit...worried...can I?
wakaka
I know I'm lousy
but who cares
I climbed too
just didn't mange to get to the top
but better than others I guess when we observed people climbing
yeah, we climbed better than others
stretched our whole body
we went up Genting to exercise
LOL
we played
we ate
we drank
we walked
we observed
we chatted

For me
UNBELIEVABLE
just I didn't know I will bring her up
which planned last minute
normally I won't do this kind of planning

8pm
went home
slowly drive
somehow just tired and some emotional chit chat
normally we think a lot
maybe not think
but
ASSUMPTION
simply assume simply think
still we share things out

10pm
reached KFC
had our dinner

11pm
sent her home
but after KFC, I was like not really talk to her
I kind of tired plus I
haiz...
okok

just
just just
just just just
just just just just
just just just just just

NOTHING
not angry u ok
I'm happy spending the time with u
but it ended so fast
feel not enough

12am
Slept after washed up myself
till next morning
way too tired