I'm BORED.......

I'm TOTALLY BORED
can anyone hear my voice in my heart
it's just bored
somehow anyhow
I wonder why...I'm getting lesser and lesser friends
everyone going separately...
everyone enjoy separately...
it's seems when I organize something
end up NOTHING
I know it's my fault as well...1000years only come out once
but I'm not purposely, OK
sometimes really didn't match my time
sometimes I going somewhere
sometimes it's kinda far for me
sometimes it's just too tired
sometimes I need to get home early

HENRY, YOU LOOKING FOR EXCUSE AGAIN
don't bullshit anymore
just you want or don't want


Saturday, means yesterday, means 4/4/2009
planned to play bowling and movie and dinner and yumcha
end up...all busy
no choice..maybe it's not the right time to invite
just like how they invite me last time
sometimes my brain just pop up, LET'S GO CLUBBING even though i'm not very use to it
just wanna try again
just wanna go again
I been before, not long ago
just somehow sometimes will just POP UP
Henry, WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ACTUALLY ?
bullshit-ing again

Sunday, means today, means 5/4/2009
fetched my bro to TCSJ study (revising with friends)
then I went to Sunway Pyramid
no idea how am I walk alone over there for few hours
YA, JUST ME ALONE
no friends at all
till my bro came to Pyramid with his friends for some research
It's just kinda bored
when I slide my phone out
I click to the phone book
then start looking who can I call, who can I ask to join me
in the end, NONE
I'm totally unsocial with anyone long long time ago
NONE I CAN CALL IT OUT TO JOIN ME
anyway, I'm stuck now
I'm just stuck now what am I going to say next

sigh, I postponed my dental appointment on Saturday to next week
due to some event going on
so that's all what I'm going to say
bye

p/s: Ask me out anyone....