I will pull it back

How come the previous situation gone?
So sudden?
Wondering what was happening
Don't have to be like shutting down the PC immediately situation
Just let it be
I'm so gonna pull it back
No matter how is it
I will pull it back
No point it ends up like this


p/s: People will think what am I thinking...so deep (Nothing Happen actually)

Bored means?

为什么要找人陪我喝都难？救命呀！！！

是时候宣布，我要换睡衣了（闷到无药可救）
I'm going to change my pajamas due to don't have OUTING AT ALL (Bored like SHIT)

Finally It's Sunday...that's the end of my Saturday life (BORED)

看来我的头脑有问题了
What am I thinking here?

Everything just....

Thursday
I want to meet you, my Sze Sze
Can't leave early from my office
I didn't know you take cruise here
Our last met just 5 days in Singapore
But not enough
Miss Miss Miss Miss you so so so so much
(They so gonna angry me) Haha

Home early on Thursday
Thought got some night activities
Unexpected activities
Who knows
I didn't make any plan
I didn't ask anyone out
Last minute looking people to go out
After dinner with family
Thought the night is going to end
Start searching who can I call

Thursday night should be ladies night
Friday is a holiday for me
How come my Thursday night was so bored
Not to say bored
Maybe I can't find anyone to hang out
Not to say no one
Just didn't really ask everyone
Randomly choose

Ladies Night more ladies?
Normal day better?
No idea what am I going to post here
Everything just spinning
Thinking way too much

Anyway
Thursday night
found Caryn 11pm
yum-cha-ing till 3am
went out late that's why hang out till so late
didn't notice that late already

That's my Thursday Night

Cruising (update)

Sorry
taking so long to post up short trip here
due to connection problem
anyway
back to my story

19/11/09
Thursday
half day working blah blah blah
rushing to on board at 2pm
oppss....yea
SuperStar Libra
carried more than 1k passenger
how many of us on board?
.
.
.
.
.
39 of us
(family & relatives)

my room
place to sleep for 3 nights

outdoor swimming pool

You know what
on that day
behind my cruise was SuperStar Virgo
when it compared to mine cruise
it was like SMALL
I want got up to Virgo
bigger space more activities
obviously more FUN


downstairs is a lobby
and also the entrance

Next morning
Breakfast
arrived Langkawi
cable car-ing to Langkawi Geopark

Night
Chocolate Partay-ing

Everything just fast-forward
what you going to do in the cruise was just

EAT
DRINK
ACTIVITIES
CASINO
RELAX

Saturday night
21/11/09
arrived Singapore
rushing to Sentosa Island
watching 4D

yea..so happy to meet her there

Sunday
22/11/09
back home
that's my StarCruise trip

cruise back home

Yeah yeah yeah
I'm back from Cruise
will update all the photos that I taken
due to my modem at home spoiled
so will update a little bit slooowww

wait me wait me
LOL

cruise

cruise time
but a little smaller cruise
compare to previous cruise I went 3years ago (if I'm not wrong)

Anyway
SuperStar Libra
I'm coming on board later at 2pm
(4days 3nights)

WeDnEsDaY

Our day like the balloons
flying above the sky
no one knows where they go
time is running out for us
lesser time for us to play on

It's Time TO Plan

not purposely

I'm sorry
not purposely
didn't know you believe what I said to you
Next time I will think before I say
No promise if I can't make it

3 hours arguing
guilty here
sorry =(

3G

recently using 3G video call each other

sincere

人生的第一句谎言是从小学写作文开始的

而第一句真心话是从写情书开始

Sorry

07/11/09
Saturday hang out time

yesterday was the worst and the best
I'm sorry to you too that I lied to you
I'm happy that we get it back
Hugz

p/s: Chanel perfume smell still with me 24/7

weirdest ever...

In the office (MSN)...

Engeland says:
different how?
engeland says:
getting cooler and cooler? ha! lol

Henry says:
oh...
Henry says:
cooler..hmmm...
Henry says:
i don't know
Henry says:
just different

Engeland says:
oh no. it's bad huh

Henry says:
bad ?
Henry says:
everyone will change what

Engeland says:
change how?! JUST
Engeland says:
TELL
Engeland says:
describe

Henry says:
ish...
Henry says:
maybe i changed ok
Henry says:
sounds better ?

Engeland says:
...

Henry says:

Engeland says:
lol.
Engeland says:
you're hiding something
Engeland says:
JUST!
Engeland says:
lol
Engeland says:
GAH

Henry says:
ish
Henry says:
hide what'

Engeland says:
(11:53 AM) Henry:
*u seems different days by days

hiding this...
Engeland says:
come on it kills me to not know what's going on

Henry says:
u think too much
Henry says:
i think i'm the one who change

Engeland says:
lol
Engeland says:
and why is that?

Henry says:
no idea
Henry says:
u didn't realise i was like....NTG
Henry says:
not that active

Engeland says:
NTG? nothng?

Henry says:
NTG = nothing

Engeland says:
oh...
Engeland says:
yes yes. why is that?

Henry says:
that's y i say i change not u
Henry says:
that's all la
Henry says:
if i know...then long time i tell u what

Engeland says:
JUST TELL ME!
Engeland says:
eh eh watch my back. if "(____)" comes nudge me
Engeland says:
anyway ... back to topic

Henry says:
she not here at all
Henry says:
she even see me playing msn

Engeland says:
lol

Henry says:
ho ho

Engeland says:
kk focus! back to topic

Henry says:
back to topic..yeah
Henry says:
what to eat later

Engeland says:
change is fuelled by 2 things. ADD and LOSS
Engeland says:
which is your fuel

Henry says:
no add no loss
Henry says:
just back to previous me
Henry says:
previous me not that active

Engeland says:
!!

Henry says:
don't u see it...

Engeland says:
no add no loss = no change

Henry says:
ok...no change
Henry says:
lol
Henry says:
hey..

Engeland says:
ui!

Henry says:
what to eat later

Engeland says:
not fair... you cant pull back you chicken
engeland says:
lol

Henry says:
shit u
Henry says:
i can go back to the previous me what
Henry says:
u might can't

Engeland says:
JUST TELL ME GAH! i NEED TO KNOW. it's my curse

Henry says:
but i can
Henry says:
what...somehow i was like too active
Henry says:
then i want to slow it down
Henry says:
once i slow it down
Henry says:
everything will just change
Henry says:
then moody day will approach
Henry says:
less activeness
Henry says:
less talking
Henry says:
just SPEECHLESS
Henry says:
just POINTLESS
Henry says:
don;t know what should say
Henry says:
concentration can't hold long
Henry says:
anger pop up fast
Henry says:
THAT'S ALL
Henry says:
wakkaak
Henry says:
think i should copy down what i say to u now...to my blog

Engeland says:
HWOA
Engeland says:
tiba-tiba all came out
Engeland says:
that's insane... you can copy paste our convo
Engeland says:
and blog it

Henry says:
nah...think long time lo....
Henry says:
yeah
Henry says:
will highlight the word (CHICKEN)
Henry says:
lol

Engeland says:
lol

*****crap starts*****
Henry says:
u doing 3d over there?
Henry says:
DO NOT CC WHAT WE CHAT JUST NOW
engeland says:
cc to who? abu?
engeland says:
lol
engeland says:
gay 3d...yeap
Henry says:
how i know
Henry says:
normally u like to cc
engeland says:
im so tired of all this 3d
Henry says:
lol
Henry says:
i know...
engeland says:
no i dont!
Henry says:
go help them make model
Henry says:
since got new MODEL
Henry says:
eco resort
Henry says:
3 model somemore
engeland says:
dam
engeland says:
damn
Henry says:
haha
Henry says:
u not doing also
Henry says:
damn for what
engeland says:
damn that's alot
engeland says:
i think i'm gonna step in anyhow.
engeland says:
that patrick and vivian is to be done by friday
Henry says:
shit
engeland says:
i dont think he can finish even if he tried. i'll be FORCED to step in...hhhh gay
engeland says:
mercedes slw.
engeland says:
shh
Henry says:
hmm...
Henry says:
left 2days
Henry says:
how to finish
Henry says:
they're NUTS
engeland says:
i know right
Henry says:
hah
*****crap ends*****

Engeland says:
back to what you were saying
Engeland says:
STILL. change is fuelled by add and loss
Engeland says:
everything else comes after that... try figure out, what's the add and loss! leme know

Henry says:
shit u
Henry says:
stop thinking bout me
Henry says:
think bout food now

Engeland says:
LOL
Engeland says:
LOL

Henry says:
euii....GAY

Engeland says:
okay okay! sorry
Engeland says:
fucks. OKAY!

Henry says:
nah....i like it
Henry says:
GAH
Henry says:
aiks....JUST just just JUST
Henry says:
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

Engeland says:
EW wtf

Henry says:
u didn't sleep well last night ?

Engeland says:
i look tired?!

Henry says:
ur eyes can tell...haha

Engeland says:
lol. shit. i got eyebags?

Henry says:
ur hair also can tell

Engeland says:
shit...

speechless after posting this
bet no one will continue reading my blog after all
LOL

p/s: Engeland is a guy

Sorry that I'm not understanding enough
Sorry that not thinking at your side
Sorry that I changed my mood fast

You may think I'm quite ridiculous
I just can't control my heart

TO BE HONEST
I DO REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU
do you know that?