noticed

Everyday just like a routine for me

I will overcome everything and stay still

Look back and it might be good too

Postponed post

Make it fast-forward

25th September 2010

3days to the final proposal submission
which is on Tuesday
been trying hard to finish everything
even though already almost there
just want to give it the last shot


Saturday . Sunday . Monday
hard work
sleepless
painful eyes
breathe in toxic
tired hands
back pain

within this 3days
what we want just very simple
FINISH IT NO MATTER WHEN IS PRESENTATION


28th September 2010
and that's the time
we're here
finished everything
final touch up
DONE

p/s: stupidity guess what!!! I need to finish my individual design by this Saturday (2nd Oct)

Monday

"You drown out the crowd"

Song to make me sleep tonight
Sleep well everyone

Like Sunday. Can have a good rest today.

I hope
everyday just like today
clear everything
without thinking anything about uni
resting - shopping - gathering
comes first

- woke up early in the morning -
- went to city have a walk -
- shopping -
- back home played table tennis -
- gathering with friends -

yea, that's for today
so glad can gather with them today
been long long time didn't gather have dinner together
next time...dessert gathering

Like Sunday. Can have a good rest today.

another one shot

Another day
Another shot
Another stay
Another mood
Another situation

built up 1:1 scale model
overnight at uni
slept roughly i think
30mins? 1hours?
too cold....
Finish cutting the shit loads cards till 7am
resting after that
eyes can't see well
nose can't breathe well

TOXIC ALL IN MY BODY

Start joining together at 9+am
and well finish by 11+am
well, i like the model anyway
will it success for the ceiling?
no one knows
there were another 3 groups
just finished the group work as soon as possible

I want my life back
-repeat-
I want my life back

After that, class ended at 3pm
oopss...ya
It's Saturday today
another task given
need to find a site for individual project
planned to find on that day
which no need to rest again
had burger for brunch
then to city start looking for building
and It's Raining at the moment
not a good day to look for it
well...i dismiss my group, went for a walk
i remembered i passed by some of abandoned building
and there I am!!!

I found it
I found it
I found it

- snap - measure - email -
DONE
leave it till monday
Sunday OFF


On the way back
bought myself a mini cheesecake

BrB

What I want to say is :

I'm going to overnight in uni from Thursday till Saturday !!!


find me?
-phone-
-sms-
-uni-

monday dawn !!!

I didn't build this
but my groupmates
which is on tuesday morning
I cut out this entire pieces of model
till 5am

home at 6am
what else I can say
I don't feel like want to build that model the next morning
I want to rest
even I can build it fast

breathe breathe breathe
sleepless night after all

day out day in

Why day in day out?
got such meaning as in day in day out?
nOpE
simply want to say
day in to uni
day out from uni
which means

OVERNIGHT IN UNI AGAIN !!!

well ya, same project
rushing for proposal
which haven't come to the final one yet
still developing
still changing
still trying
still making
still and still and still
non-stop stillllll....

long story to short story
Friday night
went out have dinner with Yee and Ning
planned a week ago
plus long time we didn't gather around
so yea, had ORIENTAL SPOON (korean food)
+
MAX BRENNER (chocolate dessert)

after that...
I have to go back uni
as in have to rush again
routine
routine
routine
can't remember what I did anymore

assembled the model
at 3am
2 manpower 4hours finished
that's it i want to say
that's it i want to tell

10am
Big Breakfast for me
waiting for class at 11am
presented then back home sleep

End of SATURDAY !!!

8/9/10

That's me !
fine good funny crazy smile laugh
as usual

How are you then?
share with me

thoughts

Sometimes is not the matter you want or don't .
Is the matter of CAN YOU do it ?

somehow when i type about this
it just so not like me
do you think I change when I typing thoughts?
the feeling just change so fast
sometimes is hard to catch up
tick tock tick tock
time just pass as usual
not fast and not slow
but it just won't stop


whatever
no matter
there is a chance, most people would say
GRAB IT BEFORE TOO LATE
that's true
BUT
not everything you grab it and will be yours
some say never try never know
well, yes. You grab it and is yours


What if you got it and you can't do it
will the story ends the same when you try to get it?
You got it and if you don't appreciate
then eventually will lost too
no point getting it and can't appreciate


Some just works
got it and appreciate it
well, that's true.


Just need to think a step further
whether is the time for you to grab
So if you grab it and don't have time
simply anyhow won't work well
in the end you know what's going on


Say it and Prove it
that's what everyone like to hear
AND
like to see the action too

Stuck . Uni .

Been stuck in the Uni over the weekends
after all the final outcome
blow our mind which we made it
even though just a month struggling
3 days serious shit hard work

staying up late at uni till 2am
got home

dinner = supper
soya bean and biscuit
slept at 3am ++
woke up at 9am ++
get ready to Uni

Don't feel like complain or nag here
show you the model

So yea, that's the model we produce within 3days
=)

spring

Well, it's spring
weather going to getting slightly warmer
I'm still rushing my projects as usual
can't wait for the semester break